Post Decluttering Depression
I didn’t know what I had until it was gone. I gave away this thing (which I then realized “it’s not just some thing”) to my friend because I thought it would be good for me and I thought I don’t need it anymore but I was wrong. I felt guilty and somehow empty, I’m missing it so badly at the point that I can’t sleep just thinking of why I didn’t make it as important. I want to tell her that I want it back but I’m afraid that I might hurt her feelings because she once told me that she is already obsessing with it. I have no one else to blame but myself. I really hate my impulsive and indecisive nature.
So I tried what I have to do. And it did not come out as I wanted to. Things do not always come out how we want it to be. So we just have to stand for what is done and I guess learn from it.
