January 2012
2 posts
MOOD
In my life, everything depends on my mood. I can’t do this if I don’t feel like it. I can actually but it feels like I’m dragging myself because of the need to do it. Say for an instance when I listed on my to-do list about making a speech for my friends’ 18th birthday I spent the whole afternoon trying to finish it but nothing good came into my mind! I feel like I was...
Post Decluttering Depression
I didn’t know what I had until it was gone. I gave away this thing (which I then realized “it’s not just some thing”) to my friend because I thought it would be good for me and I thought I don’t need it anymore but I was wrong. I felt guilty and somehow empty, I’m missing it so badly at the point that I can’t sleep just thinking of why I didn’t make...
December 2011
1 post
A Fraction Of A Second
I thought this day would get any worse. I didn’t get a seat during the mass, my dad knew my whereabouts, and I was afraid I would not see him. Surprisingly, the mass was about to end with a song from the seminarians. I was standing at the back when unexpectedly someone said, “Excuse me, Merry Christmas” and gave me a Christmas Card then left. It happened so fast that it passed in a blur. My...